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moved [30 Jan 2003|01:58pm]
i have a new journal. im me and add me.

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fair weather friends are keeping score [29 Jan 2003|11:15pm]
linds' tonight. fun fun fun. diner with christina jen and the roxinator and other people i haven't seen in a while.

then back for watching requiem and being really retarded. if arnold schwazzenager or leon phelps called your house, it was me or tim. hahaha

yep. im going to sleep. i have a final tomorrow, becuase im a computer nerd, and no one else is.

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BAD LUCK 13 HOLY FUCKING SHIT [26 Jan 2003|12:14am]
"BAD LUCK 13" played. oh my jesus christ.

it was moved to the new local 7 (LIHQ). i was there for gabriel/fdl/aeschylus/fellowship, but bad luck was there too...


OK. let's get one thing straight. NOTHING scares a long island hardcore crowd. and everyone in the room ran out of there for their lives within 2 minutes of them playing. 13 kids were stuffed in a bathroom.

heres what happened- they start playing, one guy in a wrestling mask comes out and starts throwing chairs at people and breaking wood all over the place, a chick comes out and starts kicking people, and another big guy comes out and lights shit on fire and sets people on fire (like billy). They set roman candles and other fireworks off, aiming them at people, start punching and kicking (not dancing, actually trying to beat people) people all over the place, girls, guys, it didnt really matter. conor got punched in the face, a girl got (stabbed in the head?) amongst other casualties. they slammed big crates of wood on people, came outside yelling at us to gert back in and hitting people left and right. it was so fucking scaryy. but it was fun. i was in there for a while becuase they loocked the door and i was stuck inside getting attacked... but whatever

Jay and brandon and chris were wussies and left before bad luck came on. but that was the smart thing to do.


FDL played good, so did fellowship and aeschylus was amazing. gabriel i missed and i hope christine got home ok.

and im tired and hurting and blah. goodnight.

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[17 Jan 2003|02:44pm]
vacation. new hampshire. now.

bye

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annihilation [16 Jan 2003|09:11pm]
i've been listening to norma jean + hot hot heat all day long

this is the FIRST and ONLY survey i will EVER do.

1. When were you born:
2. Where were you born:
3. What was your first grade teacher's name: i went to woodbury. she was a snob.

4. What was your first pets name and what was it: it was fluffy. my dog.
5. What was your worst accident (medical): running into a door and breaking my toe/foot
6. What was your favorite cartoon: ren and stimpy, simpsons
7. Who was your first best friend: i don't really like people. tim is my first best friend

8. When was the first time you ever went on a plane: disneyworld?
9. Who was your first boyfriend: I'm going to say pass.
10. What was your favorite song when you were in the 5th grade: billy joel - piano man ( i mean VOD,im so scene.

11. What was your favorite movie in the 2nd grade: x

12. What did you want to be when you grew up: computer programmer. no jokes. i was a weird kid.
13. What used to be your favorite color: blue

14. What was your favorite subject: math

15. Did you ever wet your pants at school: pee ? no. lighter fluid. yes.

16. Did you ever get sent to the principal: never until 8th grade and then i got sent there every day for destroying things.

17. Did you ever start a food fight: if chocolate pudding is food. yes.

18. What was your worst fear: nothing.
19. What was your favorite toy: ghostbuster's. we'll leave it at that.
20. Did you ever suck your thumb: yep.

Present
21. What time is it: 9

22. What's the date: january 16th 2003

23. What grade are you in: 11th

24. Who is your best friend: tim.

25. What is your favorite movie: Donnie Darko, fight club, requiem for a dream, the irrefucable truth about daemons(ask me about it, it's a goodie.)

26. What is your favorite song: Oo... right now? American Nightmare - protest song #00, Hellogoodbye - call and return, Everytimeidie - jimmy's tango method, and norma jean - memphis will be laid to waste

27. Do you have any pets: two dogs

28. If so what are their names: betsy/buster

29. What was your favorite subject in school: PHYSICS

30. What color of hair do you have: dark brown.

31. What kind of music do you listen to: scene techno, grindcore, hardcore, metalcore, indie, emo, old rock

32. Do you still watch cartoons: yeah

33. What is your favorite TV show: salute your shorts / roundhouse. sucka

34. Do you get online often: 24/7. literally, its on my phone.

35. What's your worst fear: failure.

36. What's your favorite color: black.

37. What state do you live in: new york

38. Do you have a b/f g/f: Nope.

39. What's your favorite type of food: clementines, steak. you fucking veegans.

40. Do you drive: Sometimes.

Future
41. What do you want to be when you grow up: IT/computer programmer/rockstar

42. Do you want to go to college: BU or BC or NYU or something.

43. Do you want to get married: meh. don't playa hate, cooperate
44. If so at what age... if not why: becuase of this song title: The Disaster - "If eternal imprisonment is the price of marital bliss, i think i'll stick to my blanky"

45. Do you want to have kids: 2
46. What kind of car do you want: www.ebaymotors.com surplus usps mail trucks.
47. At what age do you think you'll live to be: the fact that i'm alive right now is unbeleiveable.
48. Where do you want to live when you're 35: Boston, or the suburbs in pennsylvania
49. What movie do you want to see next Saturday night: the movie where i go to band practice and then to a show.

50. What time do you think you will go to bed when you're 70 (if you plan to live that long): i'll be sleeping 24/7, becuase i'll be dead.
51. Do you think you will have the same friends as you do now: I think one or two will stick by me. especially if we get matching tatoos.

52. Do you think everyone will be jealous of you at your 10th high school reunion: Fuck yeah, they're jealous of me now.

53. Do you want to be president of the U.S.: Nope.
54. Do you want to walk on the moon: probably pretty fucking cold up there
55. Do you want to be famous: doesn't matter if i want to or not. it's just gonig to happen.
56. What kind of housing do you want to live in: Build my own house, completely networked together so i never have to do anything.

57. What color do you think your hair will be when you're 50: black with a white stripe in it.(natrual)

58. Do you think you will still have the same personality when you're 60: Fuck that shit

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i can feel the blood withdraw. you were my friend. [15 Jan 2003|06:26pm]
school was ok today. kramer got pissed off at me for being lazy.


going to new hampshire friday -> tuesday, but i really don't want to becuase of pratice/show/hanging out


but it's skiing, so its all good.

practice next saturday. and we'll practice for a long time. and hopefully we'll have a bassist. or havelin will actually show up. haha

studios are like $350 to record like 5 songs says conor. that sucks'

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look at me i'm on the tele v [15 Jan 2003|02:29pm]
i got an A on my ap physics test. Will got a B+


i feel accomplished.


good day.

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chalk it up to experience [14 Jan 2003|10:23pm]
wow. shit fuck shit fuck fuck. i feel like throwing everything breakable in my house against my wall, and stomping on the broken glass with bear feet.


things are so fucked up sometimes... but i'm glad i've got friends to talk to

well don't worry about this i dont have feelings.

its true.


hop around in broken glass.

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.i.hope.you.die.soon. [14 Jan 2003|07:01pm]
sitting around. reading.

got mcdonalds today. going on vacation friday...

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... [11 Jan 2003|07:30pm]
i wanted to go to christina's. i feel bad.



no one's here.

but timmy's coming.




wahoo








fuck off.

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he double l o [08 Jan 2003|05:14pm]
scene techno is good.

i'm listening to hellogoodbye. wahoo


and practice this saturday. and shutdown.

nothing new really.


got my permit. drove around.

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.these.words.they.mean.nothing. [07 Jan 2003|11:07pm]
today was a boring shitty day in school. sat after school doing nothing with tim. that was ok. we were both bored.

signed up for national honor society. i wonder if i'll get in.
not a big deal.

shutdown? saturday? most likely. maybe christina's. band practice + physics --> definately.

it's hilarious how phony lindsay is.


i don't even care so it's all high times ova heaaaa'

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in this life [05 Jan 2003|08:03pm]
that's the name. i put the mp3's on my computer.

shows late january / early feb.


did nothing today. got homework. im out.

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haircut economics [03 Jan 2003|11:33pm]
i went thrifting with timmy today. was fun. got a leather jacket. he got a jean jacket. mine was 10 dollars. i am the best person ever. then i hung out at tim's till 10. talked and played video games and listened to music.

yesterday was fata/anterrabae/reuinon show

.... the crowd was horrible. and it made the show alot worse. so was the venue. but it was fun to see reunion show again. and seeing FATA and anterrabae is always fun ...

nu metal kids really bother me

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hearts on fire hearts on fire hearts on fire [01 Jan 2003|04:25pm]
new year's eve. was fun. less people came than expected. some people didn't stay...

its ok.

not really a new year. feels like a used year.

big jokaaaa

everyone's posting all this serious crap about a fresh start or something... this is the same old shit.


another year, less friends, more betrayl.

less good bands



but everything's aight. i don't need "friends" who don't need me.


suckas.

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these broken wings... [30 Dec 2002|11:54pm]
alright.

did stuff

went to cara's w/ tim, greg, and there was a girl named nicole there but she was nice.



i got a lecture from my brother on how i'm "not friendly"

maybe he's right. but i think i'm friendly to the people that i care about, and usually to everyone.

now adays i don't think its worth it to be outgoingly friendly to people you don't know. it usually turns out being spat in your face.
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those words you though would last forever [28 Dec 2002|01:12am]
kyi/backupplan/disaster/subterfuge


the disaster is amazing

wish they were an LI band



saw tons of friends. good times had by all


need to see tim to give him his backup plan shirt and to hang out!

its been a while

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yargh [26 Dec 2002|10:19pm]
christmas. parents came home a little after noon.

got presents. ipod. ipod wont work becuase it's the devil incarnate.

today went sledding and got into a fight with 6th graders.


went to laurens. watched goldmember. ate pasta. went thrifting. got two hot jackets.

home.

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my life in the knife trade [24 Dec 2002|11:32pm]
yeah... my parents / little brother are in connecticut , its christmas eve. they're not coming back til' thursday or so so me and bry are just sitting around.

someone come hang out, any jews around? im 1/2 jewish so what do i do on xmas eve?

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season of hate [22 Dec 2002|11:27am]
went to band practice. conor, greg, and chris write such amazing stuff i can't wait for us to play shows.

then i went to on the might of princes, despite me being fucked out of a ride. my brother drove me.

after the first show, since i still wasn't invited to lindsay's i just stayed for the foi show. but foi was going on at 10:45 so i drove back to happague w/ missy alicia and cait to go chill and do whatever, went to checkers and then to target.

came back around 10, saw prizefighter, saw the last fall of icarus set EVER. it was really great. sorry that tim had to miss it. but they're starting a new band anyway with one of the guys from calima and they're only getting rid of one member.

and i got home at 1 and im tired now.

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